Mandy


I'm just a simple girl,I just want simple life,I hate worries come along to me..Can life just have happiness and never have worries and problems ?


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Recently feel super stress...I just leave 2 weeks to pass my probation... I really so scare I can't pass my probation and gonna back msia... Haiz... I can't make any mistakes more.. Today I already make 2 times mistake and my leader looks so angry me...huh~ STRESS !!! How can I release my stress ? Really feel so san fu now... Everyone call me not to so stress... How come I cannot so stress ? Start from small till now also same.. Everytime I got any exam or whatever that have to pass, I also will feel stress at that week.. Stress till cant sleep, feel like dont wanna talk, moody and even dont like to smile...NO EMOTION now... Suddenly I so miss mummy... Feel like wanna back my home sweet home.. At here I dont really got any sweet home feel.. Just feel more stress and stress.. Feel myself will fail.. Feel myself so useless.. Why others people no problems but only me have so much problems ? No dare to tell anyone what I'm feeling now.. Sometime feel like wanna cry it out.. maybe like that I will be more comfortable ? Myself also dont know how to do now.. Just call myself relax... But I really can't do it !!!! Dont know why now so miss my college's life... Really so miss... Driving to college.. Skipped class.. Fishing at tutorial class.. Having lunch with all of them.. Really really so miss... When at college.. will feel boring with the college's life but now so miss pulak... so weird..really so weird.. Can time reverse ? Or stop here ? Never forward... plssssssss....... I NEED A BREAK !! HUH~

*A moody day~

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written by Mandy ♥ 5:14 AM

Super duper long time no updated my blog...now got some time so updated abit things lo... This few weeks so stress..luckily got my colleague..ah yong tuition with me..really wanna thanks her alot...she teach me alot things... what i dont understand i will ask..and she will slowly explain me.. she just like my sister...beside that i at here got a sis..haha..same house same room even name also same leh..she call mandy also...so coincindence...maybe this is yuan fen...haha... 3 more weeks wanna exam...got some scare..scare myself cant pass the exam and make mummy disappointed...relax...yong tell me to relax..dont so pressure... more pressure more hard to learn things...i think it is correct...hehe...now so late jor...wanna back home...hehe...

*buddies~ I MISS U ALL ALOT......

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written by Mandy ♥ 5:37 AM

Today so STRESS~ Jerry suddenly come to our office and see us training.. OMG~~ make me so nervous when yan ask me question.. Actually the question is so easy and I know how to answer it... But when Jerry looking at me... My mind blank... and cant think the answer.. WTF~~~~ Argh~ Then he ask me why the question so easy I also need so long time only have the answer.. Jerry.. do you know you give me alot pressure.... Today really suck !!!

*No mood to continue...

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written by Mandy ♥ 2:31 AM

14th September 2009, 3.08am... This few days also feel moody...abit thing feel like get angry.. Maybe because "Auntie" wanna visit me soon.. I really so miss KL...

~I miss the time going out with dear..
~I miss the time having breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper with dear..
~I miss the time that dear beside me when I feel boring and unhappy..
~I miss the time that having movie with dear..
~I miss the time going night market with dear..
~I miss the time when dear hugging me..
~I miss the time when waiting dear finish his works..
~I miss the time when we everyday sms alots..
~I miss the time when you holding my hand..

Besides that...

~I miss my Bobo..
~I miss my buddies..
~I miss my family..
~I miss the time when going out with my buddies..
~I miss the dishes that cooked by mummy..
~I miss my bed..
~I MISS MY HOME ALOT !!

Now wondering how I pass my birthday.. Alone ? Haiz... Alone or whatever.. I have to accept it and be used with it.. Have to be independent start from now~ Tomorrow having my off-day.. Later maybe will play badminton with my house mates.. Excited~ Long time no play le...

*Nite nite to everyone especially to dear~ Good Luck^^

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written by Mandy ♥ 3:08 AM

13th September 2009, 2.36am.. Yan going to buy Mcd again..==... I try to eat lesser at night liao.. Why today he ask us wanna eat Mcd or not... I cant control.. I wanna eat again.. Haiz... I really dont want be fei po and go back give dear laugh la.... Yesterday me like done liao something stupid ? Yesterday Ryan call me and ask me do dear got calling me now ? Then that time I'm msn-ing with dear... Huh.. Actually dear gonna have supper with his friends de.. But something make dear dont want go already... That time I so worry that Ryan will angry him and tomorrow when they meet will quarrel... Then 3am something I send a msg to Ryan.. But he already fall sleep... At the next day morning.. He call me ! OMG~ I having sweet dream that time but give the call disturb.. That time really so tired and dont have energy to talk with him.. But I still wanna talk with him because I got important things wanna say with him... I call him dont angry dear because recently he is so moody and call him to take care dear... Then he tell me that he will not angry dear.. Huh~ Thats good la.... Then I can continue to sleep... When resting that time I have chance to call dear... Dear scold me that I pakat with Ryan and lie him... I where got ?? Is Ryan call me do so.... ARGH~ I call him to take care you... Now you scold me back... You go scold him la.... Dont scold me ar !! That time really so angry him... Hehe.. But at last.. He also tam me back... Kekekekeke...... So sleepy... Yan faster announce "BO TAI CHI PANG KANG" la... (Tonight must do Sit-up 30 times liao...)

*Miss dear~

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written by Mandy ♥ 2:35 AM

Dear...so sorry to you... I really mou sam make you unhappy 1.... Can you pls dont think that your plans anre always no good ? Your plans is good and I like it also... Everytime I like you to help me plan everythings.. Can you dont angry or unhappy anymore...? Pls.... (I'm the noob potato...) :( All is my fault.. I really so noob.. Dear always say something make me happy but I always say something make him unhappy.. Really feel so sorry to him.. Am I a bad girlfriend? I feel myself so bad... When I unhappy.. you know how to make me happy and smile back.. But me cant do it.. Just know how to make him unhappy only.. Dear so sorry sorry sorry to you... T.T.. Really hope can hug you now and say sorry to you... Dear... I Love You~

*Upset.. T.T

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written by Mandy ♥ 12:35 AM